mendadak mellow.. AIGOO!!

aah.. setelah beberapa hari bisa mengatasi segala rasa yang bergejolak di hati (cieilah bahasa gue..), tiba-tiba gue mendadak jadi mellow lagi gara-gara faktor C(uaca) dan L(ingkungan).. jadi waktu gue nungguin adek gue, yang kegiatan ekstrakulikuler, di mobil dan lagi hujan.. radio yang di setel sama nyokap menyiarkan lagu yang rada mellow-mellow gitu, deh.. ditambah lagi hujan, pas, deh, sebagai bahan yang SANGAT TEPAT untuk gue menjadi bermellow ria..

dan secara mendadak, gue keinget sama satu lagu korea (again and again..) yang ngga tau, ya.. menggambarkan tentang gimana gue sekarang, atau ternyta malah menjadi bumerang buat gue sendiri.. (means, ternyata terjadi sama Shadow dan XXX-nya..) let's see..

By Myself - Tiffany (SNSD) - eng. trans.

Please, just pass by pretending like you don't see me
Please, don't even give me a glance
In the days that are like the sandy winds
Don't give anything to me

Folding away my one heart
Hiding my one tear
Like it's the first time we've seen each other,
Like we're strangers
Just pass by. it has to be like that

By myself, i say my love, send away my lovein
The folds of the lonely accumulated memories, the tears hang
Even if you're far away, i hope that you'll be happy
I bury my love deeply within my heart

In the next world, when we are born
Then, we'll look at each other face to face
Let's be born so that we don't lose weakly in front of fate again

So that i may be a flower in front of you
I'll sing a song for you
As one's girl, as one man's lover
I want to always live by your side

By myself, i say my love, send away my love
In the folds of the lonely accumulated memories, the tears hang
Even if you're far away, i hope that you'll be happy
I bury my love, deeply within my heart...

Though it hurts, though it will hurt, i will never cry
Because there is no such thing as farewell in my love

When this life ends, in the next world, us two
Let's love, for sure. let's love, for sure
Us two

sebenernya masih banyak....... sekali lagu-lagu patah hati yang sangat mengena buat gue.. nanti lagi, deh gue post.. menyiapkan hati dan mental untuk ngga terlalu bermellow-mellow ria dulu..
HWAITING!!